Finally back blogging... meaning a new story of my life... it all begins from 19th Dec 2009... someone special appeared in my life... although i know its quite impossible that we can get together but i'm Really very glad and happy to know her... my meeting with her changes my life... as time goes,i'll share with u all the beautiful moments in small little chapters... stay tuned...

haiz,at first thought won't be blogging anymore but in the end,i found this is the only place where i can throw all my emotions and thoughts. i'm beginning to feel that i fail to be a good person. a failure at things. why?? i like this girl but cannot tell her. even feel i'm not good enough for her. don't even have her number,how to go after her? even go after her,our status also so far apart. then my sister. maybe to her i'm not a good brother ba. i tried giving the best to her but sometimes i still feel left out. friends around me also beginning to leave me ba... i begin to feel lonely but who knows... maybe sooner or later,i'll just end up living alone,become Mr Lonely... Maybe before this happen,i should start to disappear and try to adapt life being alone...

Sorry guys,its been a very very long time since i blog... Too many things happen until i dunno how to blog... My mind also stop working,dunno how to express myself... This also might be my last blog posting... Is it necessary to tell ppl how u feel?? Do the ppl really care??

Maybe first,i should say,human are scary... They are many sides of them,u dunno who are really true to u... U can treat them very nice but they take u for granted. Some are worse,in front of u act like angels,but behind u,u are badly stabbed by the devils in them... Wats heart breaking are they are ur closed friends... Haiz.... Sobz~ Sobz~~

Secondly,I so crazy over this someone,but does she know?? I really hoped that i can be there for her at times but situations doesn't allow me to... But once in a while get to see her,i'm really very happy... Just really hope one day fate can bring us together... HAHA... Dream on... Deep inside me,i know i'm not good enough for her,like Jay Chou's song"wo bu pei"... Haha...

Lastly,to all those ppl who are planning to job hop,pls consider twice... Economy very bad... Dun be rash... U will end up sitting at home for months... I experience it myself... Get a job before u quit ur current one,this is an advice from me...

Before i end my posting,i got a few ppl i need to thank.,, They are really there for me when i needed them... Mei,thanks for showing care for me at ur house... u make me feel so at home... I feel Loved... Thanks... And one more,Rof,thanks for all the things u've done for me... Really appreciate them... Avery big thank you to u... I'll remember it for life...

PS: Love You All... Thanks....

One of my best friend's birthday... A blur but very understanding girl,Huili... Its her 21st birthday celebration. I promised to help her out the whole day. As i didn't sleep the day before,she let me get some rest... After a couple of hours of rest,woke up and drive her around to get stuffs for her BBQ.. Became the driver for the day... tiring but had fun... After her BBQ,we wnet down to Boat Quay for drinks and singing... Had fun...

The world is so small,especially singapore... The ppl u know may also be ur friend's friend. After work,i met Nan jun,Huili,ah Guo and Chris at Boat Quay. In the end,met Lisa and Karyn there. Just imagine that lisa also know who is Audrey. And Neo is Karyn classmate... Wow... Such a small world... After some drink and singing,went over to Wen Wei house for Mahjong session... Haha... I together with Lisa won 100 wor... Wat makes me happy is tat we managed to clear our misunderstanding and became friends again... And one more thing,i was driving my dream car wor... A Honda Stream... Hehe...

Didn't go work today... Felt dizzy when i woke up... At first thought is low blood but when i go see doctor,she say i very sick... Gave me medicine and a day off... She asked me go back on Fri for medical review... After doctor,went Sentosa to get some fresh air and sun with Bear,Crystal and Nan jun... Quite relaxing... After that went Marina Square to have good food wor... Paris Seafood buffet.... Nice food... Ate many cakes too.. In the end very bloated... One thing for sure,never try anything that has orange and yam flavour together. taste so wierd.. After that went over to Nan jun house for mahjong... Crystal managed to get through to Yes933 hotline to dedicate songs for me... thanks..What a day...

At the start of the day is a bad beginning... Before i reached office,i already got drenched... When i reached office,things got worse... I had a medical check-up... need to draw blood.. In the end,i got poked so many times just to draw blood... Even got a big patch blue black on my right hand... Haiz... Things doesn't end here... My shoes got soaked... When i got home,things also didn't get better... my application for Manhattan Credit card got rejected... Need to re apply.. Haiz... Hope things will just get better...

Didn't play basketball today... No one playing... So can sleep til quite late... Met up with Crystal and Nan jun around 4plus at AMK... walked around and Crystal went to get her hair cut... After dinner,we together with Sharon,jian feng and Bear went Bishan for prawning... So excited... First time... Managed to catch a few... Total we caught about 15... Big and juicy prawns... We caught them alive and BBq them... A bit cruel but taste real nice... Haha... All had fun before we went back to sleep... Work lies ahead tml...

Went back to work.... so busy... Although half day but four customers... Tired... then rushed down to meet Huili,Kyel,Steph,Abel and Rof at Kranji... Going JB wor... Shop the whole day and had eat till so full... Actually go JB also good,don't spend much... Reached by singapore around 11plus... After that went to chill out with Rof,crystal,Nan jun,Steph and Kyel... Haha... Had fun...

haha... so sick... can't even sweat... i think i passed my best before date.. contents all spoiled... Having a very bad sore throat and fever.. so weak until even lazy to move around... was on MC for today but sian,office called up... Ask me go back to work the next day... Guessed have to take medication to keep myself going... Got slightly better in the evening,so went to pub with Nan Jun and the rest... But all i was drinking is just plain water... Haha... After that went back home to get some rest... By the way,i also had my hair cut. Short but neat... Haha..